I am so scared. Suicide?
I need help. I recently found out through my doctor that I indeed do have herpes. I have only had sex with three people and I am pretty sure who gave me the virus. I no longer am dating this person for reasons unrelated to the virus. I am terrified about the affect this will have on my life. I am only 21. How do I date someone, how do I tell people. No one knows. How do fall in love. I am a great guy, i want to be a great guy and I would make a great husband. How will anyone love me? How do i start a family, how do I find a woman who i can raise a family with. This is terrible. I am considering suicide and I get more and more serious about it with each passing day. the pain is unbearable both physically and emotionally. I want to die. Someone please give me any hope and advice that they can give. Reading the posts on this site have not helped one bit because the emotional stress of all parties involved is disturbing. I am at a loss. Any help or advice would be greately appreciated as I don't know what to do. Please help so I can stop this self distructive path. I want to die.